Wednesday, 1 January 2020

#2 - just because I must --> why?


2nd of January, 2020






2
just because I must

people wonder about the everyday thing
faux miracle as if
say ‘every day’
as if ‘to the loo’

clouded, I observe

yes it is alimentation
compulsion
I am the garden and grow

take stillness
and there’s camera catch
news keeps creeping in

some are thinking
‘it’s too much
can’t he just let up?’

but world won’t              
I keep my cave untidy
so the creatures come

see that look in the eye
still some green to light

ten o’clock
take carrot
the markets open now

‘not natural’
‘not human’
more!
‘not normal’
and
‘not right’
‘words less precious when so spent’

less precious!  that’s the point
words are our everyday           

here are the poles and wires
smuggled across the countryside

it’s another economy
where poetry is bent

as if

past cliché
substance
spills over
then these are the words we are in
(the carbon is already spent)
half full of them

much much harder to turn off the tap
like stopping the blood
telling world not to spin

yes, there are other languages
for refuge, go there

say
‘did it all for you… go on’

‘how do you stop this crazy thing?’

blink!
it’s everyday like yoga
like open your windows and eyes
let light
and adjectives pour in

ink!
and the pen runs away

we follow eagerly along
see what the gang is up to

self-expelling or only suspended
dry in the billabong
once was a tip

and all around
like a train in the treetops
servant of the wind

then ‘why?’
why write a poem ever?              

it’s thirst
for dread
and some say love

a circle all ways squaring me
                                                  
is it for fear
I make a rule
?

once you start climbing the mountain
come mists
and into the clear

I am flesh of thing
squirrel
tune it
runs away

you’ll pity this affliction mine
right wrong
pour out

must express the weather in me
and everything of gods
they’re far

still glimpse

it’s like a fire come to me
these are those in every thing
else how could we see

bones of the house  
and cosy once
dreamt winter

there is a here and now though

rains won’t come
the well runs dry
frail in flesh
and on

write
so to say                      
so as to

to capture a thing
where you’re caught

try it
make my page!             

phenomena!

the koel is telling summer
summer already knows
the unripe lemonades all gone
not a single grape this year

someone must have been thirsty

the crocodile, too, has a job to do
the jackal and the hyena
friends, let me be kangaroo

come from the maze

shower in a bucket now
and every drop for twice

where but elsewhere ?
the mind has had its years away
wild nights!

like this

make signatures of sky and gone

love dotted lines the best
fill in                                                          

I must
follow along
big bouncing ball
because I have been blessed
           with
compulsion
I am the garden, grow
these are the words for next

sing every day
it takes the heart higher
come flimsily to words

in all digestive night to brew
and, later, file myself away
where words have come to me

picture truth as a place
and dream it
how one day we are gone

it’s more of a rollick
in the hayrick
so few, if any, see


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why?

all around
like a train in the treetops
servant of the wind

must express the weather in me
and everything of gods
they’re far

still glimpse

it’s like a fire come
these are those in every thing
else how could we see?

write
so to say                      
so as

to capture a thing
where you’re caught

make signatures of sky and gone

love dotted lines the best               

I must
follow along
big bouncing ball
because I have been blessed
           with
compulsion

come flimsily to
I am the garden, grow
these are the words for next

sing every day
it takes the heart higher

picture truth as a place
and dream it
how one day we are gone

it’s more of a rollick
in the hayrick
so few, if any, see


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