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brush with notoriety
once I
could have run over the skull
you might
think I should write The Skull
but why
give so much credit?
Redfern
Station, a pedestrian crossing
must have
been 1979
one end
or the other – I think it was summer
I can’t
remember whom he threatened at the time
certainly
he gave the appearance of a threat
raison d’ĂȘtre, you could say
my beetle
was a beast of power
the skull
was nazi steel
did you
know that the zebra crossing
was only
invented after the war
in which
we thought we had defeated the nazis?
but here
was a nazi in the flesh
means,
motive, opportunity
there
would have been plentiful witnesses
it would
have spoiled our next adventure
Odysseus
Beetle and me, I mean
at least
some broken limbs though
Murdoch
would have called me coward
others
would get the irony –
machine
against fascist, the machine man
how often
will opportunity knock?
I am a
weak bastard, I know
but it’s
just in that split second you have to decide
violence
is never the answer and yet
you see
it all around
I’m sure
I would have got out long ago
it was
good not to have made him a nazi martyr
it would
have been a different life
I’m proud
to have had these thoughts
I’m not proud of what I did