Wednesday 30 September 2020

#282 - we're here to

 





282

1.x.20

we’re here to…

(teleology [boys’ own])

 

make up worlds

unword this one

 

here to cloud

 

knock the planets off their courses

circulate a sun

 

mock system

make up lie to bed

be rude, occlude

 

we fashion windows doors

to show so seldom open

 

ever brinking storm with fire

and call ourselves the hope

 

here to play

not put the toys away

never to resile

 

but find an end in things themselves

 

go gently in the elsewhere yet

to be legend

in the bones

 

carry the chaos on

and easy over

 

though we must not observe

 

here for a spin and dizzy

tell secrets

keep them from ourselves

 

to offer and to be refused

to honey moon

see stars

 

a good time

do the darkening

like that

populate and perish

the wisdom of the young

to populate and perish

 

lie fallow

in mere wonder

 

to plot and foil

cook things up

and eat them raw

with bile and guile and spite

 

we’re here to lend an ear

 

call rain

and rest ye merry

 

if in light

cast shadow

 

name the hunches

and carry off spoils

 

be spirited

 

to tell the devil

and shame the truth

 

make it all up as we go

 

to raise a sweat

and pulse and polish

(careful how to turn)

 

here for the doling out

brink wisdom

 

mend and patch

purse lips

sip

be cast into the chorus

catch flame, fly

and much admired

 

tree seed each equally meant

 

come closer real

come closer

feed from my open hand

 

we’re here

 

to read and to be written

never to find out how things are purposed

 

to guess a way and go

 

to blink and know we’re gone 









Tuesday 29 September 2020

#281 - they have come

 




281

30.ix.20

they have come

 

breathe the thing in

too many for the naming     

 

yet I call friends

 

and with them

the feeling of to do

 

go away and things happen

that’s nature for you

 

almost October still in a jumper

 

I have seen the mind’s eye 

spears of fire

and pinch myself

 

are we hearing their side of the story?

 

a forest in the garden grew –

this moment’s inattention

 

I bite the end off of the carrot

I peel off the carrot’s little hairs too

 

a doddle

 

consider the power of things to be

how no one can know where that’s from

or whether a why will be permitted

 

must not say as if thought

(a little solips there)

 

find a way through the words

as ever

just our way with the world

 

stroke we

 

they are come

and delight is to watch

 

everything better with age

 

the song and dance

has to have dreamt so far as now

 

we vanish from the time of it

 

cosmos something past the counting

deictics

turn to an instrument

and tune

and let the notes

 

they have come

shall we say

things go back

 

now lit without the words

 

just this idea

itself aware

 

we’re hidden from ourselves

 



Monday 28 September 2020

#280 - the all day singing

 




29.ix.20

280

the all day singing

a brownie afternoon in floruit

(pan-psychist ponder)

thanks Cat

 

round a forest, wings

and edge it – greater and the less

 

the all-day dance

that’s how we’re here

by random addition

wallaby scramble

 

reaching my secret goal is to sit

 

for privet whiff

and pondshow

hear them

 

of course I know could easily burst

and cannot but imagine they seem

with a lilt and a loll and a swagger

 

birdsung and wattled

grow ourselves in

I breathe the thing

 

know the all sensate as system

from the farthest mute stone

flung round its obscure fire

 

draw the line? why?

rings run round me

ellipses, tangents tell

 

there is a knowing cannot help but call

though nothing of the kind

 

bower bird, channel bill

friendly in tussle

or they are inventing the race?

 

plant it and they will come

 

I disbelieve my difference here

mean to say they’re people too

 

riffle through the paddock moo

(wonder why are things spelled that way)

 

up in the cheese tree travelling

colour in out of the sun 













Sunday 27 September 2020

#279 - waking

                              

 

28.ix.20

279

waking

for time pieces

 

 

is it afternoon

or somewhere?

 

what do the birds say?

how is time to them?

 

fluff of my socks to foot the bed

 

any day of the week

hour

moment

year

 

it is the place where a thing was heard

 

comes with own light

last year’s radio

anything out of the book

and none of the latest catastrophes

 

enough of the erstwhile woulds and coulds

 

voyage over the map

call the colours of where we’ve been

and who possessed stretch yawn

 

a moment is what I’ll be just

 

where a forest is always falling

and we are come from far

 

here’s the turned out season

with the pockets on display

 

here are the old names

for what will be

 

out of the turning blur

must be urgent with now

 

then the wheat dancing

there falls the snow

 

will we wake

or shall we?

 

these are the lungs

from puff were left

 

could it be me?

is it you beside?

 

say, in the moment

for my bubble, float

 

it’s breakneck

everyone’s home

 

an interval which is to say

notes towards a melody

 

stroke brow

take care

make trice

 

and gone we have what’s here

something bitten

before the swelling

before the sting

 

the all-till-now made moment new

 

I make a day of all the parts

 

come we could live here

in the time it takes

no time at all

 

follow the arrow

come to love

 

find me

won’t you

where all this remains a question

you are asking now






I wonder what #PeetMeNotLeave actually means?

 thanks to

Kerri Shying

for inviting me into this the poetry marathon #PeetMeNotLeave... The challenge is: 8 days, 8 poems, 8 invites. Selected poems will be translated and included in The Russian Almanac anthology. Let me start with my poem 'let everything grow wild today'. And let me invite

Irina Frolova

into the project. Surely we should have Russian Australian poets as part of this!


Buit Irina was already invited... so I invite Anna Couani

let everything grow wild today

embrace the poem
squander the soul

sleep to dream and wake to play

let everything go wild today
let the spirits call our names
let us requite

only the words
to bear

from my door
nowhere but the way

everything green is reaching for heaven
for light and for love

squander the paint
set afloat in a poem

only words
to be borne
to bear on

let everything go wild today
wake to play and sleeping dream

so we may work the miracle
set God and godly things
all free
today

let everything grow wild



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thanks to Kerri Shying for inviting me into this poetry marathon #PeetMeNotLeave... The challenge is: 8 days, 8 poems, 8 invites. Selected poems will be translated and included in The Russian Almanac anthology. I invite
Shari Kocher
into the challenge.
a round
it’s not the fear of falling
it’s just the fear you’ll jump
like the fear you’ll find a calling
the fear of joining up
it’s not the fear you’ll come to grief
it’s the grief of fear that’s come
it’s not the fear of falling
it’s just the fear you’ll jump

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thanks to Kerri Shying for inviting me into this poetry marathon #PeetMeNotLeave... The challenge is: 8 days, 8 poems, 8 invites. Selected poems will be translated and included in The Russian Almanac anthology. I invite Jean Kent into the challenge. My poem today is 'the bush'.
the bush
1
which is the wild out-of-order
snakes hunting under tin left lie
garden too thick for weeds this un-naming
it chorus birds commonly bright
2
minds its business we make ours
yields to spirit its sustaining
best model from democracy
dark wordless turn, self tending, ruthless
absent of law it breathes to burn
this one tree left cut down to size
so when it’s mine it is no longer
flimsy instinct joins logic to one wish
the guiltless having of all this
3
another sun spun, a next dicey sky
of maverick opinion, told you
inscrutable polysemy
song between the cityfolds
come clumsy in its own confiding
all unfinished business
all neighbouring and all horizon
the bush is a trap sets camouflage
falls in and all it catches bush
4
blade hailing the forest legend made failing
memorabilia: smug of stockwhip, blanket
gathers as a blowfly to what was once meat
takes no convincing – its job to go nowhere
team of madmen tied to one tune
a tidemark shows where we retreat
5
midst of limits, most natural of histories
gospel uncut in the wood
a waste of pages cash scrawls down
the bush beside my means as such
pack up but where you come from’s
as gone as what was here
so we among all animals are party to
take down each sky made out in ribs
a cross hangs bright above
6
one species relieving the others of hope
barks at the edge of night a dog burning
the hinge of sentience it mourns
much admired the passage of rites
because once you were my besotted
a frightened face to rouse such love
leaves tracks to run a course paws take
this shallowest of burials
the bush is an animal gathering home
and our great Ark unmeaning


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thanks to Kerri Shying for inviting me into this poetry marathon #PeetMeNotLeave... The challenge is: 8 days, 8 poems, 8 invites. Selected poems will be translated and included in The Russian Almanac anthology. And let me invite Béatrice Machet ..

https://www.facebook.com/search/top?q=b%C3%A9atrice%20machet


Today's poem is:


ancestor worship

people smelt bad in the old times
they had bad teeth, they were stupid
everything was ill fitting
so they fell about in sacks
their habits were appalling
no wonder they didn’t live long

o they suffered much
but so much of it was self-inflicted
and they inflicted their world on us

of course they didn’t know any better
they were so clumsy they broke
almost everything they touched
they were like clowns before the circus
was thought of

imagine them in bed
generation after generation
like your parents at it
but much worse
infinitely older uglier
o how ungainly
this getting a leg over
the dipping of the wilting wick

and that is why we worship them
because we’re here
we’re here!




thanks to Kerri Shying for inviting me into this poetry marathon #PeetMeNotLeave... The challenge is: 8 days, 8 poems, 8 invites. Selected poems will be translated and included in The Russian Almanac anthology. And let me invite Odveig Klyve. Today's poem is:

and flirt all the way to the grave

why stop there?

there’s a cute girl in the firing squad

in her heart she’s smiling and waving

though she has to be serious for her job

but I know we can catch up later on

see there on the left

she’ll aim for the heart

but shed a tear

on closer inspection – see, they’re all cute girls

that means their aim was true

I’m on the other side



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thanks to Kerri Shying for inviting me into this poetry marathon #PeetMeNotLeave... The challenge is: 8 days, 8 poems, 8 invites. Selected poems will be translated and included in The Russian Almanac anthology. And let me invite Lucy Dougan. /// Iris Fan Xing //Today's poem is:

my flag

is a beach towel, heavy with sand

whole tribes tangled in it

involuntary sky – heart’s refuge

in

the true of dark

mind’s refuge in the heart

                        the flag

must be all things to all

a mirror aloft, reflection unfurling

that should make everyone happy

in a room with queen you’d see the queen

and she’d see you, her subject

one among the many flags

in the bush would be magpies to fly in and tangle

catch them like that when they get territorial

on the front of the big boss’s car

more of chrome, dark tarmac

in the night you’d choose the stars

bright pinpricks from another sky

in which the true flag must fly

be windblown, limp

from the accustomed pole

a square cut of heaven

and so strings attached

 

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thanks to Kerri Shying for inviting me into this poetry marathon #PeetMeNotLeave... The challenge is: 8 days, 8 poems, 8 invites. Selected poems will be translated and included in The Russian Almanac anthology. And let me invite Dael Allison. Today's poem is:

Blokes

Blokes are always coming over, in their droves

or in their ones. Wear thongs in summer, boots

for weather. No one says mind my clean floor love.

Arriving in their utes and vans, they’re always

round here, day and night, courting our Penelope.

They know what’s next, what’s what, when, why.

Blokes know what to do and what you need

and even if you can’t decide. Blokes’ll sort your

trouble out. If it aint broke it’s easy fixed. Take

care but not responsible. They’re always late

and rude and wet. Blokes like to be outside

the best. They dare the ozone at their backs.

Sleep with someone else. They say things you

wouldn’t. Feel less, do more. You’ve got to love

them though. Hide in their frothy beards to weep.

You feel for them, the camera shies. They won’t

be tied, won’t be predicted. But cuddle them

and know they’re bad. Take them all for granted.

Blokes won’t take hints. Needn’t tell them.

They slink away to shed when glum. Grow darker

in the moody scrub and shed their lacks among

the fauna. They won’t be caught, they get away

Get down to pub and dob and dob, until they’re

almost in the clink. They tell their temporary

comrades. Blokes tell the truth and when they

don’t they’ve got the story all worked out.

They know the pecking order. How to fit, not rock

the boat. Blokes make a play for the affections.

Trust the passing moment, loathe permanence

of plans. Blokes are slaves of circumstance. They

can’t help being rough with stuff, have to give it

all a test. See if it’s well made or not. It’s not

their fault the way they are, was done

to them as blokelings.

Blokes are mates or so they say. Won’t let

a bastard down. The blokiest are your best mates.

Your mates are blokes if you’re a bloke. Women

can be mates or ladies. Can’t be blokes. Mate

with them to make new playmates. Blokes or no.

If you’re a bloke you mustn’t mate with other

blokes. It doesn’t work. Dreadful thing.

Unblokemanlike. Besides, how could you tell your mates?

Some things are better left unsaid. And out of

earshot of the nagging blokes won’t need

your looking after. Dinners tabled, washing done.

Blokes go lean in filth and glue their rotting jeans

together. They know it’s bad luck to speak

when gesturing would do the trick.

As insects lead the faster life, they’ve lost a leg

before you’ve finished telling the precautions.

They’re enemies of labour saving, scoff at

ingenuity. Do a thing the hardest way. Clog noses

and their ears fall off, eyes are full of filings.

Drown in beer to build a gut. It shows what

blokey blokes they are. They suffer beef to have

the dripping. Sneak from the ward at last

for fags, and curse their curtailed freedom.

That’s with a final breath.

Bloody this and bloody that is what your bloke

ghost says at last. And when the dirt’s all spread,

well sifted – where are those blokey souls all fled?

They’ve gone to blokeland – hellish spot. The

Shed Celestial. Dim or Bright to their deservings.

Still, there’s more. Never was a drought of blokes.

Not since the war. No – blokelings grow to

blokehood’s full bloom. Bloke’s abound and pull

their weight. Show some leg, offer beer.

Call for blokes – they will appear.

When all else fails no need to fear.

Just stir him up. Your bloke is here.


thanks to Kerri Shying for inviting me into this poetry marathon #PeetMeNotLeave... The challenge is: 8 days, 8 poems, 8 invites. Selected poems will be translated and included in The Russian Almanac anthology. And let me invite Debby Sou Vai Keng. Today's poem is:

a little picnic for the bears
snow spoken in the winter treetops
1
rumble a long way off lush of steam close nose
see them come worship gold gathered from light
sweet if life is their substance they sing it
bears rhyme of fresh air by skelter
are all breakfast whom lunch beckons
so they are come to the boredom of joy
agog with grog
rollicking bears of hills away hayrick
till the cows come home they heed
the dinner bell first sitting, second and supper
even frumpy tusk bears of the bottom line
queue up for cuddles for snog to the river!
all because smack on the tail for bad bears is best
2
I know a wild time when bears blow up banks
and gather by meadow in sedge to give thanks
’allo ’allo tap shoulder catch them
such pranks idyllic unawares ragged fellows
much misused tonight’s their mardi gras
gadabout spank beneath the trees
where nobody sees who can afford to be good?
3
with a get-thee-behind-me spree
surely they are to a purpose eponymous?
Biffo and Tottles, Old Ben, gentle all athrall
porridge this is for the wedding of teddies
(tug at the press studs to knock out the stuffing)
bears of a fossil were once colossal
they pun to pass the time of day
beer going bears know how to surprise cook
with a headlock and bear away the cheese
here’s a tantrum of bears returning from sport
exit pursued to a little copse where they amuse
a Russian in a pit a baton tip lick to the lip
don’t call them tunes they’ll quibble
4
a travelling troupe in the endless war
style of Mother Courage tumbrels never favoured
but far far better than a bear generally does …
if you prick him tattered rapscalionate hullabaloo
isthmus once up an army across your
namedropping ursine two were with Noah
primal elders on we go bears were there
bile guinea a quart for drama quaff
so! firebrand tanuki spooky
podium and shoulder borne
proud as in a banner flown cannibal bears
and airborne ah the flying cubs in berets flowing
Bobo or Basil, Humphrey B., Smokey, Yogi so Boo Boo
bears of the hereafter to our bosom heave
5
you see a big bear tremble for truffles
make that a mind’s eye mountain marauder
battling the brimstone sword to trench blood
your skull and crossbones bear plays billiards
in the smoking room then were single malts
theirs is the riddle of the pudding filched
bears who care just stretch and be darling
hearts are on their sleeve
here’s the market last four years running
and after the marzipan dash good bears
will floss and dust beneath their winks
up to thirty miles an hour rascally bears
careless of spelling do mental arithmetic
so know build it and the bears will come
they are the secret weapon
6
to dream all of winter sink deeper forgetting
they have followed the arrows to the magic
Glitter and Care and Gummy
Old Man in the Fur Coat some say no name
Lord of the Wilds and natural cunning
your every bear cenotaph all pious paws
the nutstore laid these are the bears of a prayer
on spring pilgrimage the half tonne brute
sacred to themselves they are
bears set fire and forget
7
bears wear helmets bears touch down
bears agree to terms how do they stack up?
who’s signing this season?
take dogs on hindlegs (would-be bears)
with a fee fie foe fum as if they were beanstalk top
cloud castle cubs
less sentimental of the tribe clerk articles in chambers
clap you in irons as soon as swoon clout comes
with a clip on the ear clairvoyant bears see
will o the wisp sun sententious and mull, wag, shag
kaleidoscope and coloured ball they’re from
the Land of Punt healthy wet nose as of yore
they stand like stones receiving light
because the stars are deep in them
they’re whimsical that way
8
what draperies of dusk gloom spirit
Samarkand – caravan of singles
under their underwear all bears are equally rude
bears are ever more than merely petitioners
in duty bound laurels never rest
twinkle of mischief and tumble down
the slapstick stairs because to begin with
bold seafaring bear toys with the tiller
of meadow and mead their blanket is the valley whole
leaf-four-asphodel your barefoot bear
the picnic’s picture lissom, lithe, lush
bears off the spoils hush
bears are bushed and need a nap now
9
knock three times in a grove a bear knows
to gain admission to the processional
bears are biscuits dunked al fresco
bears expel the money changers
bears and bear lovers are going to San Francisco
stop into a church they pass along the way
(so wed at last when all said no)
the glee of bears which leads to sparkle
o others and lions appreciate
twink of the flag we animal are
barrowing bears on a building site
will scratch till the sun is raw
they squint curse cudgel
binge bears weep sorry in their socks
no never no never again
mendicant bears with supper to sing
lick bowls in a scrape
wizard bears with funny hats
must rule a parliament of cats
spoil the beer and hole the spare
bears will rue the day
10
they settle up at the end of the forest
a goldilocks kidding of stairs to rise
super8 caught crinkled cicatrickery
of theirs all under fur dilute them
then ask – how much bear?
and dilatory truth pursues
so kissing tell – bears won’t know their strength
11
work the crowd spruiking wake to the dance
come hither you beast
Thylarctos plummetus apocryphal of numbers
the earthenware companion of congee
old Indian riddle the everywhere and each of him
distracted torpid in cave of autumn fat
emaciated on parole led about by jugglers
the little sunbear teeth superb selling for a fall
in the lodge a smoke hour sprawl cliché gnaws
at the heart do bears drop here? does the soul
have corners? a bird flew through this head of mine
12
libidinous, raid the chocolate fridge
when midnight’s else abed wind three sheets to it
in sepia of their own nostalgia a gulp of the clock
and a bear ticks by must be the season
bears lay their eggs it has to be a truth so brazen
unravels the threadbear clouds have quilt
blow your woods down with last night’s curry
bears up again a dentist’s tut tut
will down the varmint whole
13
swollen head bee swarm camera pans to exit – lake
the bear dive swans attempt
14
sit with the starry cross smack lips
and that’s their smooch clench shuffle-coil
when the state withers bears contend
may as well live in a shoe for all the cupboard bare
come rolling home in the cuisinaire ticky tack
you know and I know all headlong hot on little tails
bears out on a limb sawnoff agree
they all got the raw straw
15
what reveries of elsewhere mind keen but a little
gentle shy folk now with maker
bears with ukuleles liven the various anonymous
as music is maze to the brain everything signature
avant le picnic – might I say? I was a teddy bear
got glitter eye, cried lay down on the forest floor
bears on a cave wall view truth’s bung flicker
16
let them be hungry for the echo accordion
of legend list with words wayward
they gather piano and pong hot tears to weep
bears of the dance are whiffy
blind of them leading the blind as through timber
they’re full of jaw encyclopaedic good as gold
in a mirror of wishes already swum tallow bears
pinch snuff and grumble a frowzy wild child
insolent leer led banished by the nose to kingdom
bears of a feather nest disposition each is in
the picnic dreaming unto his herself replete
sunshine comes to them when they call


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shed

lento

there is no grammar you can trust take this one
spark and follow be lost all sorts of things
are so in shed tune for a start though it will find you
take tip of tongue or piece that join’s what’s furthest
from mind whole clans have gone missing
with one mad idea o wilderness of shed and manna
old meteor is home here and otherworldly light
for treasure shed’s worth of something
is much of a much and that’s good homespun
in shed there must be room to stretch
a beam from which to let limbs loose
so many things shed are lost but memory holds all in
and so it is elemental with tin you can have fire
chimney to point air’s fresh where window’s gone
great outdoors are all in a shed I knew a bloke
whose shack sloped down as added to till it was
well in the ground with demons, dark woods
Dante and Beatrice close in a corner when
the council inspector came you see you musn’t
live in shed unless expelled, doomed for a certain time
to tread ‘til invention makes up for misdemeanour
then you slink back with smart new prize, lickapaint
fresh as a pet, you’re a puppy gis a hug and all’s
forgave and you forgive as well go rude good night
enough of that
leaves should blow through a shed – gives
a good impression of drought and there must
have been water once or trees won’t hang about
see seven sisters and the saucepan – there used to be
a door it is an act of irrigation out from under radar
smile in a shed or smirk half knowing it is do with
face of elsewhere, what-if, worlds to come
and without end hear the possums snore
sit in dad’s last chair until one better’s found
you’ll think his thoughts no matter
no need to split ears in the place of scheming
you can be dad yourself go on! shed’s
something we have long since hatched
this is solitary patch where one among
the eachlings does as all expect duty to England
must once have been, forelocks tugged towards
those Thames-shed hulks what’s past is makeshift
to belief the lungs abrim, the prod of hearth
while with three wishes you’ll admit a parliament
is mainly shed wait for the others to clear out
then spill the vision you’ll wear your gumboots there
because… to limp’s alright, implies past wounds
in the gout afflicted shed a stumble to secret
best brew stash or life’s last anchovy see, shed
is an heroic place – no screens you wear a singlet
and yours are the human arms in the cage
of all the world’s mosquitoes
o hallowed shed
raised once in penance
a man could fall to his knees in there
when God is bloke to him
there’s billy boil for fervours steadies you can sing
if there’s a song an ear into the night though mostly
and in the gormless dark when gremlins come
from miracle to miracle a shed’s laid bare
dream the secrets in the big soft chair
dream a sun – it rises so many perfections to life
then death must be perfect too in shed we dwell
on it – there’s time rain on the roof’s a kind of proof
and also it’s a dare apologies are best framed here
you can rehearse them on the way because
there must be distance and purpose? where’s
my stick to point intelligent design new fences
are imagined, the strainer posts right wire
made tight pumps primed whole kitchens
bathrooms planned effortless overhauls
(as it much after seems) it’s in just such
the shed survives, transcendent all sorts
no one can be said to have built it
I call that theology if ever one’s knocked down
(forbid!) that ground is consecrate to those
of hushed deport who place the spanner by
who sight the apt bolt gone
though true bottle may be bring to the brink
mustn’t get maudlin with the beam there’s
nothing drugs won’t mend shed is site
of sacrament, covenanted so some are
boneyards, some are tents, each to own
sheds are museums, crystal palaces
world fairs that no one saw I’ve heard
of shed Hiroshima bright with something
none should see pit-bull to guard
a season or so of shed heads sold
you could retire and world go hand
the peasant is the king here
where monarchs tinker with old crowns
no need for revolution nor is there call
to rhyme in shed you wear whatever pants
you like – sarong, sari, jellibayah when light
tires of the garden there’re still these leaning
posts, this tarp smell of dam water imbues
a pinking of dusk clouds looks in
you’ll make your own false idols – see how shed
is existential binning the chocolate wrapper
there’s a sense in which it never was nor does
guilt enter into shed itself is graven image
but kind thoughts will Christianize hear words
with wings unseen in shed we won’t call them
angels the lesson is time’s preciousness
so go where it won’t reach once out of nature
one shapes the golden bough to sing exceptions
of a proven rule – such accidents as goanna, frog
count digits on your salamander
by incident of refuge come, a web is wove
baroque perhaps but all that grows here
is by hand, else phantom of limb long lost
a conjuring, all tricked together radio pours
to the paddock and this is a heart to heart
because the shed’s a mongrel thing
has every mix of paint it is best blasphemy
against those sainted aunts once set foot
you can walk out of it pure into the night
just a puff of breeze between stars and doom
and guess the way we go


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thanks to Kerri Shying for inviting me into this poetry marathon #PeetMeNotLeave... The challenge is: 8 days, 8 poems, 8 invites. Selected poems will be translated and included in The Russian Almanac anthology. And let me invite Susan Fealy. Today's poem is:

considering the uses of evil

the child is drowning in the well
you hear the screams
you know where there’s a rope

the knowledge is like an echo in you
you know it’s a dream
and you wake to dodge the bayonet
come for your heart

you say – 'I didn’t do it
I never did a thing'

still the same dark
inside the soul
the wallpaper peels
rattles the wind
but always the same pattern

eyesight weakened
sense of smell dimmed
each meal has less taste than the last
not so many years left to this world
the emperor finds every day
it’s easier to order
the executions



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thanks to Kerri Shying for inviting me into this poetry marathon #PeetMeNotLeave... or #PoetMeNotLeave (who knows?) The challenge is: 8 days, 8 poems, 8 invites. Selected poems will be translated and included in The Russian Almanac anthology. And let me invite Anna Kellas. Today's poem is:

keep this book

 

better than sutras

no need to chant

or strike a gong

just hang it on a string

around your neck

it’ll make your day

 

walk with it

sleep with it

read it out loud

quote it at will

make sure you’ve

memorised

every last line

 

then when it

falls apart

you’re the glue

and the book

will keep you

together