Thursday, 3 August 2023

#1311 - always a surprise to look up




1311

4.viii.23

4.217

always a surprise to look up

for godsbother and the field guide to Australian clouds

 

it’s hind legs, bend back, open head

surely the heart will follow?

 

sometimes even just looking across or out

          does the trick

 

but up is really special

(heavenly some say)

 

you’ll see how soft the day can be

though it’s not always so

 

it’s up through the lives of leaves

much visited as they are

 

and who would have thought it was

             we do the turning

 

yes, sometimes it’s only plaster or tin

it’s all in the way you look

 

no matter, though, the cover

there’ll always be some crystal sphere

that is our grave unblinking

 

all our puny reaching has been towards this

 

best of our ancestors we keep up here

 

and maybe a mote

maybe the whole thing dreamt up

 

the spectacle’s all plot

 

see kingdoms quickly won and lost

castles blown away

 

of all that has been written there

which of us could read?

 

icons of courage, one could say fear

 

it’s how you get this stiff neck we’ve got

but it’s worth it

ghost column

still chimneys point our way

 

blink, the sun’s down

the eye goes further

you’ll see steady stars

other worlds just on their way

sometimes a stone falling

 

our sky just one among the countless

 

a clarinet leading now

and here’s the lark ascending

 

however close we come to it

there’s always a show upstairs

 

umpteen messages unread, waiting there

 

a message is coming through right now

 

you’ll be bound to receive it too

if you will just look up 





 

esperanta serio #707 - profeta


 

707

profeta

 

implikaĵo de ĉio, kio estas lumigita

 

nomu tion la laboro

notu pri ĝi

 

konsistu kion ajn vi ŝatas

kaj mondo kie ĝi estos vera

 

parkere per koro

piede

 

enfalo

en sterko

 

sanktigita estu la sennoma

la venanta matura

la novalo kuŝanta

 

folioj ĵetas la arbon

 

kiom da fojoj ĉirkaŭ la horloĝo

ĉu ni iras

?

 

iu dormis preter mi ĉi tie

unue venis suno

kaj ni estis ŝpinitaj

 

devis esti

tiel ĉi

 

 


 


 

 

 

 

prophetic

 

tangle of all that’s lit

 

call this the work

make a note of it

 

make up whatever you like

and a world where it will be true

 

by heart

afoot

 

a wallow in

and muck

 

hallowed be the namelessness

the coming ripe

the lying fallow

 

leaves throw the tree

 

how many times round the clock

do we go

?

 

someone slept beyond me here

a sun came first

and we were spun

 

it has to have been

this way

 

 

 

 

 


Wednesday, 2 August 2023

#1310 - things I've not died of lately


 


1310

3.viii.23

4.216

things I’ve not died of lately

 

what a list!

 

take any of these several aches

inside out

the snuffle

itch

fears, pure and adulterate

 

truth, nor any lie

 

long stretches alone in my own head

 

there’s playing with myself every day

drafting poems

 

walking, jogging the memory

 

waiting in a call-centre queue

 

Putin, Trump and Xi Jinping

 

the fanfare, the funfair, the rant, abuse

 

there’s so much my ancestors survived for a while

later pegged out from

but I haven’t yet!

 

I’ve got through

spraypaint, all of the colours of ink

microplastics

 

the heat, the cold, the wind, fire, flood

 

all this confusion

Nietzschean things to make me strong

 

swallowed the seed of an unknown fruit

 

little bites and certain knowledge

 

inspiration, adoration, jealousy, these fits

 

my bliss and rogue wishes

 

addiction to what I won’t say

 

self-seriousness

actual work

the laying down of tone and line

 

love – so much larger than life

 

the little fleshing ecstasies

 

odd beverage and dinner

followed up with

 

a ration of light

 

fate!

a cause for dedication

 

I haven’t yet died of death yet

 

I haven’t quite swooned away

 

and still there’s joy to bring

and where you find me now


esperanta serio #706 - ni estas senmortuloj


 


706

ni estas senmortuloj

 

fama en la sonĝo

 

konstruas ĉi tiun strangan hejmon

en kiu mi ĉiam vivis

kaj vivos

 

kaj kiam mi vekiĝis

elruliĝas min mem streĉe

 

alia homo nun

 

 

 




 

 

 

we are immortals

 

famous in the dream

 

building this strange home

in which I have always lived

and will

 

and woken

roll myself out at a stretch

 

a different person now

 

 

 

 

 


Tuesday, 1 August 2023

#1309 - would anyone notice if I stopped?

 




1309

2.viii.23

4.215

would anyone notice if I stopped?

 

say no next breath, next beat

 

lines peter out

 

some smoke or bones

 

a stain can’t be read

 

the image is lost

 

in the future, no one knows me

I will make no difference then

 

storm or calm, the ship sails on

 

aye aye a very private illusion

comprised all of was

 

the past being that pile you won’t get over

(accumulation phase)

 

the past now passed

 

I build for a future already forgotten

 

this is the way of the grumpy old bastard

a bop till drop

 

they could say ‘well, he was of his time’

in fact they won’t say a thing

 

and should the world stop spinning

blame no one

don’t blame me

 

ye know not the hour

 

as for this chaos I have signed

 

one is given a name to grow into and gone

 

that’s just as good as it gets


esperanta serio #705 - post teo


 


705

post teo

matene en printempo

 

pluvas

suno brilas malsekan pajlon

petriĥoro!

ĉio verda

havas venketon

 

staru en ĝi

brilanta ankaŭ

 

cedu al la impulso

aliĝi

 

 





 

 

 

 

after tea

mid morning in Spring 

 

it’s raining

sun shines damp straw

petrichor!

everything green

has a win

 

stand out in it

shining too

 

give in to the urge

to join in