#277 - notes towards a draft of just now

 

31.10.20

277

notes towards a draft of ‘just now’

 

lost in the moment

is live forever

 

take the traces lit

believe

 

as a camera gathers light

where I want to

 

(decisions and indecision 

differences made here)

 

there is a little village in it

where once stood the clock

and make the garden

 

louder than the light

 

comes the blinding

like the truth

and we turn the wipers on

 

insane weather just at the moment

shadow of a flutterby

it’s all appetite as well

 

stumble up all towards

sun shone out thundering

 

a grammar look about

 

how little here because

a world of accidents

 

a darkening or lightning lit

 

you wouldn’t think a thing would grow

but everywhere’s between

 

I do not appropriate

I call the rain to couch us now

 

this is the present continuous

(some will say progressive)

 

see time that was an outline only

making a world mine

grey yet – who’ll care?

 

come to me sweet trysting there –

and all to be is just as far

 

though not in language known

 

this is a first dance towards

 

a dream some say

there isn’t the outside you knew

but live forever there