Sunday, 2 March 2025

#1889 - afoot

 


1889

6.62

3.iii.25

afoot

 

where I am

 

someone looks out of the tree

just on spec

 

there could be a standoff

 

in the mown place

pond however grown in

 

some feather sky fallen

scribble down

 

the peaches as high as they’re peachless

though I’d happily fees the birds

 

here’s wallaby +1

in and out of the pouch

for fun

 

afoot

as apprised of

 

we, in this communion

the little and the least

 

speechless!

so set out in just one’s head

 

dinner for spiders

dinner for birds

 

in a hilltop breeze

in the book

and far

 

off on the old adventure

 

for an act of balancing

sometimes afloat as well

 

in the bird bath

(common or garden)

with wings

 

set out

on foot

 

scaling trunk of tree

half the time upside down

 

day as you see

is coming and going

like the chase of shade or sun

 

speech of ducks the kookas drown

 

sometimes the whole branch

or a shadow takes off

 

I make a midst in which to be

 

to stop’s

a matter of not going on

 

stand anywhere

then world’s your stage

you’re audience of one

 

much beckoned

so again afoot

can you feel it?

 

the tremendous urgency

of place?

of any place?

of anywhere you are?

 

go on!

 

I think of these as rounds –

the dell – a hollow hatted from the sky

the open orchard

my slow climb

 

clouds!

though never twice the same

made for and from horizon

 

it’s after five

and I still take the shaded shore

 

here come the swampies

red bill, white arse and blue between

they walk water, climb reeds

 

none of it to entertain me

 

easy to say ‘I should try to be more like them’

try to get used to

not proving a thing

 

remove the causes as remote

skip teleology

 

knowing everyone here is a conscript

no one volunteered to be born

 

yet here we are afoot

on someone’s country

at such a time

in starlight if at all

 

one gathers all of this to the page

there’s very little required

 

time comes to the place

and time has been

 

see here’s a little fire of sticks

where winter yet will be

 


Saturday, 1 March 2025

#1888 - four hic et nunc drafts for Maggie Ball

 



1888

6.61

2.iii.25

four hic et nunc drafts for Maggie Ball

 

apple

 

for my eye

and bite

sweet fleeting

scent stronger before

sticky

the next chomp

keep at the vanish fruit

till core

then rewind

unmasticate

to whole

so hold

 

and now the trip comes on

 

here’s the weight of another colour

it’s green again, it’s irridescent

the apple glows to fur, to feather

to carpet and to glass

 

the apple is a rock

 

you imagine the apple explodes

 

it was a world once

rind picked at when

 

but time has passed

it’s putrid

 

all the barrel gone

 

that Schiller’s apple in the drawer

 

to stimulate the mind

 






at his desk

 

a collection of plugs and wires

the screens

and all these books

scribble

dust under

over

dust between

all this ought to do

the diaries, dictionaries

many memory sticks, hard discs

envelope backs

my koala, my Munich tiger

little pictures of long ago

the webs around the windows

almost everything yet to finish

 

grain of desk timber

scratch against

 

walls hidden behind the words

 

Moomin eyes in brown paper

 

a fez

 

the strung rooster

 

little red beetle

 

5/-  10/-   £1   £2

red purple blue green – the coat of arms

 

a breeze from above

and the breeze from the other direction

 

ache in my various joints

 

socks loose, still a little clammy

 

an itch but now it’s gone

 

quick sip

light perspiration

 

the day under the day

 

a view from

where I am

where we are

 

and do my deathscroll

you do too

 

here’s spinning wheel of death

 

and in a patch of shock below

 

digging where to be bitten

 

tugged in every direction

 

driven

 

just the taste of tea









Daikokuten

little Japanese good luck god

 

robed

and holding what?

colour of mud crafted

baked to be

a little bent with time

statue in solidity

and on the righteous way of luck

 

as if against the cold, this clutch

 

my father gave you to me

you’ve been with me all these years

 

pretence of unchanging

a history unknown

 

I try to make out a face

but I can’t see what was felt













silence is not where I sit

during John Cage’s first movement of 4’33”

 

I have a Chopin polonaise earworm

a bird above it

clumsy half remembering

fanmidst

tinnitus attention drawn

and the mind on its precocious wander

where the mind’s not permitted at all