Saturday, 9 November 2024

a selection of draft works and context from a residency at Soaring Gardens, Laceyville, PA - September, 2024

 




how to live in a house

arriving at Soaring Gardens

a thanks to Ora Lerman

 

 

little windows of the sun for first

in leafbright

 

then a squirrel runup

 

here’s the trick – it’s day

 

though not so on the other side where

 

even when gone

a kitchen meadow

sighted, lit

 

a road runs by

more often not

 

which people

kind safe

for their why

and other us

 

how come?

 

in one I wish

and sit for fall

I mean for the turning

for beyond of breeze

concession not yet come

 

it’s endless the bright guess begins

and in this spirit

 

close sprawl of ideas

 

what are the times we have?

 

all called to conversation

 

the gone with us here

enable

 

out of a country of conquest, gun

misery also brought

 

think of it compulsion

violence ever about to begin

 

and need to paint it

from the inside out

green as tree beside

 

knowing nothing yet

must make minds blanks

 

there’s a yonder where the mowing begins

 

each of us under the aegis

brings just a little shine

 

love falls for us again

again

 

and so I make these thanks


 












3.ix.24

I make a presence of this self

from among sleep’s annotations

 

it gathers me

from glint to blinding

 

like bright from where

the summer mow

 

a window mist glassiness

 

deer first thing framed

the old apple fall

 

it’s now

and far

remembering


 








4.ix.24

processional

Susquehanna County dreaming

 

in lattice light

lie very still

as creature

arms in each

 

day’s paddock is a rail down

that’s by beast

is more than breeze

 

and side by side

in leaflight

 

touch

 

our own sun

pointedly

as paper takes

and further down

 

by aisle by alibi

where I’ve not been

but you’ll see

 

round corners

where the barn cats still

 

in cupboards further

 

things long left

latch and twine

a clamber branch

squirrel face

 

the wire that was

 

in dreams afoot

choose who’s to 

 

here as far as eye’s concerned

from under pile and pill

 

there’s always tin of white paint

to a corner

by glue

stuck solid now

 

sometimes it’s all the day has left

 

they work the fabric backwards here

they drive on the wrong side

 

and pizza

 

in the rolling hills

all meadow next

 

because we broke the clock

set straight

 

afoot, did I

along the way?

 

here’s a Trump sign – mind’s outlier

 

a happy haunting

print through

 

we make our own fun here


 











in the jungle of just where we happen

vale my great friend, Gina Ghioni

 

in the music of rain

a bright patch

where we saw the whales

 

it was all the world outside

 

world indoors  as well

 

with little leaping hound at home

 

we were a couple of pups once

not long

but both building persistent

 

knocked about

kicked around

 

in conversation

in print and by gestetner

 

I blind to much and you knew

were picturing

piano too

and I guitar

 

quick quipped Byronic

(on the Bucketing Downs)

and the sea was yours

is

 

we were in China

in Markwell, in Christchurch

on the train, afoot

 

there’d always be when and next

 

years nothing away

till now

 

you’d love the light here

a flutter

squirrel up

first shadows

forest thereof

hills rolling away

 

moments like this

I go into a poem

where

you are the roof and the walls

and the style

 

you know

this is what I do

 

you live in

a wry purple

not mine

you are always making

 

dear friend you’re with me

here now

almost autumn

the leaves though still

 

all green as far as the eye

 

now the sun comes up

without itself

 

the rest of us left bereft

go on with the ache of you gone

 














5.ix.24

two poems

 

morning meadow stroll

 

midst hat

with wings

and might be eagle

 

the dew till noon

 

where the deer departed

 

birchfall

and burrow stone

go for a slide

 

by moss

by fabulous fungus

 

all colour given by our star

 

where lightning

not the axe fell

 

and all the tricks of light

 

with someone is climbing

someone’s away

 

other eyes lit here

 

waft of honey yet to be

 

hear the forest shadows shift

 

wildflowers standing nameless to me

 

strange trees

uneven ground

trip hazards

 

comes then our house to top the hill

 

where all the ways are lost

out in this breath of fresh of air


 









a woodsthick deep

Tewksbury Hollow Road (T351)

 

imagine snow

Frost’s miles to go

 

a birch in the blue today

 

a blue up

and a pasture roll

 

needle too

summer yet

 

a settling of truck dust

 

at one point someone’s chickens follow

 

trudge on

and that’s the rhythm

 

lines of power soldier through

 

a sunfall tumble

at gallop the deer

 

a breeze leaf twirl lit

 

all these on our way

 

the day keeps giving along











6.ix.24

a flag flies over it all

 

in the dung hills

green as far

fences, goldenrod for glory

 

letterbox flag stiff set

as on the moon

and I grew up with

 

thornfallen

mudstuck

 

a bale roll for the open air

 

the sunflower fields

a fifty first state

 

little insects loud at the bells

climb

all of us so

 

people won’t agree

 

there’s a well in the yard to remember

and sometimes the stars wear out

 

machinery!

proclaiming

 

a set of provocations

 

they’re fracking away

so there’ll be no tomorrow

 

not much traffic in the mind here

 

stand in the middle of the road

where the century pokes out

 

a gun will make you nicer

 

there’s all of this as if unending

when it’s just for today

 

a flag flies over them all

 

the wars that were here

and the wars away


 








7.ix.24

fresh falling

Ricketts Glen State Park, PA

 

by the all roar creek

tumble strung through suntricks

in shadows and to bright

 

damp, moss shone

 

trail for the brain

uphill till

all along the cliff drip slip

 

military courtesy met on the track

 

everything written down here

as by touch

for the risk we’re forgotten

 

reminds me of somewhere I’ve not been before

 

such trees come crevassing up

leaf pointed

must imagine soil

 

indications of heaven

for those self-othering, full frocked, demure 

hair netted up in buns, time honoured

they come to marvel at the work of no one

so fix the sense of who they are

 

whereas

I, myself, an insect landing

staircase too

a travelling doubt

 

here’s the day like a tune turned out

 

the water falls all ways at once

who’ll say it’s without thinking?

 

anonymous work

 

who’s to bring breeze?

 

a sycamore sunset trod

we polish the roots that tangle the way

 

where all these feet have fallen

passed

 

so you won’t see them now

 

 

 

 

 

 

 





two poems in honour of Ora Lerman

 



 

in the house of the bunny and the brush

Soaring Gardens

 

the hills sunned outward

tractor wrapped

 

we are under black walnut

all here to be far

 

timber in paint

in the life that was

 

wooden whiskers

poise to pounce

 

a loyal stance still now

we are here to witness

 

flat stone walls

what’s there what’s not

 

someone like a kangaroo

someone like a tiger

 

the world green gold around

at the sign of the hallowed allée

 

door flung

we’re pharaohonic

 

eyes all amaze ablaze

a rooster, too, live at times

 

we’re the odd collection

have to do the trick

 

it brights the sky to ambulate

over the hills hear money run

 

but here the bunny of the bobbin sits

at the sign of the timber hopper, grass

 

page driven each on to the next

that’s time and we’re in it still

 

glyphside, cat over map

a fold in the geometry

 

the egg secreted and the egg attained

a rabbit all attention

 

life still, open mawed

and there’s parody of it

 

I make into words, let’s guess

some resigned, nor quite comedic

 

each serious, grim, to its own scale

at the work of being merely

 

least whence, this is place to be mossed

then are we trusted from a form?

 

quite still, calm, not about to leap

but there – it’s said

 

is this plane dimension?

the animal our own eyes in

 

place we see past, diagonals absolute

where birth is always about to be given

 

with what we call a soul

because we do not know at all

 

bright of elsewhere in the brush

a painting of the carving

 

of the creature in mind

by way of story far forgotten 

 

it’s in the spirit of the place

we must remember here

 

 

 

 






aura

 

in a boat

with a bridge

here and gone

 

another of flowers

a slightest sky

 

the picture nothing to the place

 

here we are

a room’s reflected

 

the head dress meaning

one must guess

 

so elven present

quirky calm

she – wraithlike, slight, ethereal

 

and hear the day outdoors

 

as if it were we

now here prepared for

 

all this squirreling away

 

trees at their pitch of season

 

those eyes

always looking out

never where I’m from

 

in a boat

with a bridge

here and gone


 




















9.ix.24

under black walnut

an elevensy at Soaring Gardens, Susquehanna County, PA

 

 

the tree’s song

is these arms wide

reaching, ready

to catch whatever falls

the house peels paint behind me

 

under black walnut

 

sky’s to leaf, a still blue

as if apprehended

come quiet, told

on from these last

forgotten rains

 

 


The elevensy is a form invented a few years back by Kerri Shying and Kit Kelen… the title is in the middle of the poem, with five lines either side … so we come to, and away from, the centre of the poem











there is time in the stone

 

and harsh

the tree too down

leaves preceding

 

like a flower in the dark

through to day

 

in the dim down

still lit with

 

and all of this is just to say

go vastly in the roar


 












10.ix.24

start with where you are

King Rd Walk, Susquehanna County, PA

 

wishing to picture

 

make a list

make meadows

 

of grazing

leaf fall

 

look where

and the grass over

up to machine

 

barnscape

woods by

 

old tyres in a paddock ripe

 

sunflower city

bale henge

 

field of corn

silage beside

 

top the hill

they’re pumping out to be smoke later

 

a cloud’s eclipse

 

oat? is it?

 

fluff tufted

trill thereof

 

roadside sumac

shadows of fences fall

 

tiny and tart

apples left from time

to tell the tree

 

from stillness

and over the hill’s horizon

 

mud track

the barking away off

to angle

 

walking backwards up a hill

hips thank

 

years to fall

 

not a thing runs by

 

so many manage a standing death

accompanied

by vine, by deep

wasp, fungus, bee

 

this little fellow

goes into the tree

 

 


 







11.ix.24

it’s personal, this world

 

the aches and turns

grip whiff

this pressure too

 

all of it an imperfection

time having worn the ways

a narrow window

sleep taking where and will

 

grab this

a guess to get going

nothing given 

a guess to go on

 

one’s name on it

in stars down

 

world’s fine, a private place

 

once knew of us all

sticks to my feet

its spins

drags down

 

and to the nth degree

and in conclusion

a kind of epitaph for each

 

a dedication

 

the leaf of just one flight still ours

 

there’s no one keeps up with this world


 











12.ix.24

a squirrel inward of idea

 

what’s known’s

day chatter

 

fall flower heads up

 

under text

the country

takes its turns

passes through us

 

lines

slope so variously treed

with all the season stages

 

mullein, ragweed, goldenrod

 

the eye brights all

 

leaves a long way to go

 

keep thinking of a picture

you’re there

 

 

 

 









13.ix.24

a window is less than the eye

 

we are here because of

sun, too, turning – that’s unseen

 

and the tree fills – leaf and light

breezes upon us

dayshine

 

a heart is in the blood goes on

once few and now

 

clock hum in meadow drift

the outdoors hungry till

 

come scratch then a door

 

it’s all there’s to remember gone

a window is less than the eye

 

the head flies off first inkling

we’re led

 

once few and now

all first naked

from skin to be so

 

some thought flightless will adorn

good glimpse you’ll know

 

it’s where today along of yonder

as much as is to say

 

even open eyes are more


 










14.ix.24

upwards of a hammock

 

leaf and blue

finding level

almost tipping

 

a deerleap fencewise

edge of eye

 

the honeyed air

the apple wilds

 

they’re falling too

through open time

 

we turn a page

the season told

 

come as far

as day gone by

 

and here’s a cast of shadows

 

last

by moonlight

bitten

 

so sleep

so

sunbegun again

 

in a window pictured










 

stars on a shed

 

most pointed

imagine a pipe and drum

dirt track then

colours travel

 

of course there is hill to up

 

the cloud at the top of the road


 








they are turning

 

it’s an education

slowly but still

 

the colour comes

as day declines

 

things burnt

a bone misplaced

 

in deer skitter traipse

leafslid, trackless

 

shelves shale dull

with thus far time

 

it’s where afternoon

is decomposing

 

twig fingers

bare to reach

 

see the meadow upslope

know the house must be beyond

 

wonder under rock

is someone safe?

 

in the death of a tree

these beginnings

 

here to leave little

take less

 

just these woods

of a high up song

 


 
















a squirrel in my window

 

and tree’s the highway

twigwidth

 

a fence ridden tail toss

 

feat of balance strung

 

these are the antics of the swift

 

here’s the scrawny one

 

a little runup

paw by paw

 

camera shy

tops the canopy

 

great leap for the human eye

or it would be

 

give up waiting

and the squirrel comes

 

mouth full of needles

hunt always on

 

drop this

grab

 

that nut in claw and tooth too held

round as the whole wide world











19.ix.24

under our imagined stars

hammock lyric

 

the land was ours before we were the land’s

                    – Frost

 

and daybright while

the paling lasts

 

least daisies show through nicely

 

where it’s every motion spirits

thing to next and on

 

hammock for a question mark

persisting light

imagined stars

 

all this was someone’s so still is

in the few names left we have

 

and though there’s always

no forever

 

yet they, the ungone

dwell hearts and ours

 

for here is the attending calm

in a window not so

 

the apple under deer

leaf midst

grass high

 

perch precarious

the squirrel runup

tipping out

 

falls as it stands

 

in all the voices of the tree

the bringing of beyond

to bear

 

as we

from day to next

and next

 

murmur in the making yet

 

a song of how we came

and now

a song of how we’re here

 

 

 













18.ix.24

the way of the bug is whimsy

probosc

 

on six legs

some spare

sleep brings

 

a kind of underthought

sky touch

 

pile

 

often floral

once up by leaf

take a line leastwise

 

imagine the gallop

guess on

 

it’s sometimes

nose to arse we must

 

naked

and the bones all out

 

it’s how we’ve come

from the other world

 

such trust!

the highest hill my home

 

we’re all efficient till

 

put out these few feelers

 

catch for colour

go bug eyed

 

hear this

 

there’s no unswoon

 

 


 














20.ix.24

sundown down

ekphrastic for Justin McCarthy’s 1965 ‘Mauch Chunk’

(now Jim Thorpe, PA)

 

the colour goes

or as long as it lasts

 

high orchard

ore under 

 

town and a river

night coming

 

safe

till the trees go in

 

roofs still bright

 

you’ll half imagine

 

the train along

the river runs

 

you can see where they were once

now down

the grass comes over

 

they bury a coloured man just for his name

a statue too of the athlete Indian

 

sheds and green beside

see power transmitted

 

Coalville?

Mauch Chunk?

Mawsch Unk in Uanmi?

is it ‘Bear Mountain’? Place of the Bears?

Is it ‘Sleeping Bear’?

 

and the Molly Maguires are buried there

a lynching for the agitation

 

scenic place

bridge and bright leaning

that’s the town built

 

some hilltop last to graze

 

it’s as in the 1914 postcard

eagle drone over

 

no coal though now

 

the valley rings birdsong

lights  flicker on

 

see the dinner beginning

 

that’s coal

lights up all the bones broken

three dollars a week

lights the table of poor fare

 

it’s all King Coal and the sixteen tons

dust in the folds of the bones of the heart

 

the lynching’s all a long time since

the crosses

 

you can hike from here

it’s a pretty town 

 

catch a train there like in the olden days

 

that whistle’s all you can hear


 










2.x.24

it’s the ragweed not the goldenrod

notes towards a villanelle

for Jordan and Sue

 

this season

chokes you up

 

one’s bright

the other hides its head

 

too heavy to fly

the goldenrod pollen

 

so it’s not the flashman after all

it’s the one who hides under

 

there is conspiracy of herbs

 

there’s spittle bug

 

black birch

tastes sarsaparilla

 

there’s a treaty between the root and the fungus

 

the body prisoner of illusion

it’s the old soul inversion

 

not what seems

like the shouting sun

the undermelt

 

it’s the little guy, the unassuming

chokes you up

 

as if there were heart in a mystery

 

found out

a dogsbane lookalike

easy to blame

or else

 

you think it’s money is the thing that lacks

money’s our least wise

 

here’s the upside down

the inside out

 

there’s bee balm

and the locust lumber

 

sheep sorrel shines

 

all of this must mean somehow

 

leaves of three say let it be

but that’s not how we fly

 

watch out for the little guy

 

as if thorns to defend

red cedar hawthorn

as if Velcro

or where I’m from

the farmer’s friend

 

here’s motherwort for the heart

bitter tincture under tongue

 

when woddsorrel

whistle wetter

 

snake root comes in the fall

it’s just there

the deer won’t touch it either

 

it’s almost as if nature knew

as if it had a sense of colour

 

hills fracked

white ash dying around

 

blame a borer

where’s the borer from?

 

how can these names matter?

 

it’s not the goldenrod

it’s the ragweed

chokes you up

 

all but the grasses lay down their heads

and are we not all that way headed?

 

all but the grasses are known

 


 









with Dr Carol Archer, in darkest Pennsylvania











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