Sunday, 5 January 2025

#1834 - 4 x 4, a whimsy

 


1834

6.6

6.i.25

4 x 4, a whimsy

concert piece for Haydn’s 63rd string quartet in B flat major

 

the same old mountain paths

green valley vista

where flight meets our horizon

 

a thought pause there

just at the top

pages of the day turn

 

slight shadow cast and slow then

lift eyes, cast about

clear as the stars unclouded shine

 

none of us ever lost

I’m only where the mind went

there’s nowhere else to go 












https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y8RZMKZFbjE

Saturday, 4 January 2025

#1833 - Sep, Cleg

 


 

1833

6.5

5.i.25

Sep, Cleg

concert piece for Frederick Septimus Kelly’s ‘Elegy in Memoriam Rupert Brooke’

 

 ‘in that lovely bay, shielded by the mountains and fragrant with sage and thyme’

                                         –  William Denis Browne

 

Kelly was one of a dozen composers who died in the Battle of the Somme

 

 

as you lay dying

Skyros

not yet ashore

 

I wrote this loss

wrote beyond the words

 

to hang the whole sky

with these few chords

like washing, barely worn

 

nor my oar for the wine dark

 

but the words were yours

I copied them

that they not be lost

 

strings and yet

the sea surge with us

 

we would go on

 

imagine among shellfire

or having not quite got that far

in the gas or at the guns

 

all these who could

who would have been

 

a flourish

and all in my head

a sort of soaring

 

I know this rise

just one grief

in the doom of the world

 

I know and I must tell

it’s how the heart swells bursting

for what was thrown away

 








Friday, 3 January 2025

#1832 - up to catch the day


 

1832

6.4

4.i.25

up to catch the day

a not quite aubade

 

here where I’ve been thrown

and in the act

 

with both paws

on all fours

 

come at it all edgewise

like the bird, suspecting

 

under the words are more

 

these other moments, lives

and just as we see

each infinite

nor thought

 

we are so far in words

there’s no way back

but on

 

and if, by chance

this world’s a globe

we’ll ride it round

face foes

trip wires

 

we’re drowning

just to be

 

 

 

 

 

 


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

notes –

 

up to catch the day

a not quite aubade

 

here where I’ve been thrown

and am already

 

in the act

its very semblances

 

with both paws

on all fours

 

it’s given

but there’s no mind of it

 

as to split

the logical atom

 

under the words are more

 

I come at it all edgewise

like the bird, suspecting

 

all these other moments, lives

and just as we see

each infinite

unthinking it

 

it’s all of a propensity

and my philosophy’s the real

whatever you say  

 

we are so far in words

there’s no way back

but on

and if, by chance

this world’s a globe

we’ll ride it round

face foes

trip wires

 

we’re drowning

just to be







Thursday, 2 January 2025

#1831 - a doctrine of inconsequence

 



1831

6.3

3.i.25

a doctrine of inconsequence

aggressive passivity

 

so far as not to matter, I

so small as to go unseen

so soft to the touch and quiet now

 

here by way of coincidence

delving in the underday

 

eyes to the vast of moment

cued, from gone to next

 

living on the whiff of a risk

laughing at my own wit yet

 

as if I’d come from nowhere

and now I’m home again







Wednesday, 1 January 2025

#1830 - time's signature

 


1830

6.2

2.i.25

time’s signature

notes for concert pieces / clock series

 

the lined brow, step worn

 

wheel to which broken

 

careful with time

you touch and it crumbles

 

it’s full of luck as well

 

think of the colours

we speak of inhabited

 

in flutter leaf

and on the wing

 

a toe tap too

calendrical

 

think of just a month consisting

 

day night

grey insect whirr

so breeze it

 

speak of time and it’s gone

 

will it without witness

in the airless vast?

 

think of it as a rule you’ve broken

no

 

note and then next

come chord

glissando

 

hands tied

all pointing too

 

bend to this iron will

 

step after another

wave upon shore

 

time’s kept

in a box of fits

 

it overlaps with where we are

 

see out the window though

see the window through

 

it’s every swimmer for a self

just as the heart beats on

 

repeat a pattern

after me

does what I do

 

sometimes you’ll feel a year beginning

 

we try it at home

 

it’s only just occurred to us

 

these deeps where we’ve been thrown